I have been on a journey lately to know myself better so I can know my Lord Jesus Christ. This means getting closer to being the child I was a long time ago so that I can be closer to Him. In order for me to do this I have to face the pain that I hid from myself a long time ago. I had, what seemed like at first, a Horrible break down last night. I cried and cried and didn't want Brandon to help me, I pushed him away. The crying got worse and worse until I was moaning from the pain. I prayed for safety because I was so scared. I felt an amazing peace come over me and I finally saw that I am not alone, that Jesus is always here with me. I just have to be willing to bring my pain to him, I do not want to bare this pain any longer. He took the pain from me :) Thank you so much, Jesus, for loving me this much so that I can find peace in my life. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!